Dön't say life sucks
Life is beautiful

I'd never think my friend would say such thing. It sounds so mature I guess. Haha. Haven't seen him in such a long time too.

But..
His reason made me think twice about him, ahaha. He said, "Khan ada banyak cewek cakep..." (Literal meaning: There are a lot of pretty girls out there)

Yes, this is just his joke version of the reasons. It's nice knowing someone still has the view that I used to (or maybe still) have.

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Aiiii.. I haven't blogged for such a long time.
Slacker, as put by my close friend. O well, I'm back.

..with so much more problems on hand. x_x

BUT! I've found another good friend too. No one really knows how deep our friendship is. It's kinda cool that only the two of us know.
(And no, that friend doesn't know this blog.. or so I think.)
I wanna talk to him. But I know I must refrain. Argh! Too complicated.
(Or did I make it complicated?)

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It's funny how I always end up finding out things that do not conform with my thought / first impression.

The person I thought would be so cold and careless is actually..
very caring about other people. I just never see him like that.

The person I thought would never like me actually..
likes me.

The person I thought would be sooo deep is actually..
so shallow and judges a book by its cover.

The person I thought would care about me actually..
doesn't give a damn about me.

Yep. 

Hmm.. I just found this on one of the drafts (e-mail), but I don't even remember writing it. Maybe it wasn't me? Hmm..

i'm breathless..

..helpless

i wonder if there's one who can help me

..outta this mess

 

My thing..

your thing..

why can't we be the same?

..for everything

No need to fight the difference between us..

 

Tears..

appear so vaguely..

look harmless..

Yet.. can deeply hurt my heart

My happiness...
hard to satisfy
hard to predict
please don't fill me with the empty hope
the empty hope that'll deepen the scar

Currently watching: 1 litre of tears
Currently feeling: hmm?

Whoa.. So long after my last update.

What's been keeping me busy?
FOOD!!

I tried cooking/baking so many things recently. Here are some:

Onigiri filled with tuna mayo, tuna mayo tonkatsu, tuna mayo chilli sauce. Wonza (wonton gyoza) with udon, boiled egg, and dipping sauce. Muffins of 3 different flavours--strawberry, choc pecan, and white choc macadamia. Omu rice with blobs of ketchup. Yaki udon with bell peppers, mushroom, and pork. Chahan* with tuna, carrots, eggs, and cabbage accompanied by shortbread cookies filled with strawberry, pineapple, and orange jam.

Other than that, it's just school. Arrrgh.. When does school end!! I want all this streams of assignments to be gone. And stream of exams..

Well, I'll just think positively. I'll be going back home in the summer!!! Then, I can satisfy my crave! Aye~

That's it from me. Nitey nite.

 

*I never knew chahan is fried rice? 

Currently feeling: sore

I was just printing some notes for the coming lecture, and then.. I took the *warm* paper off the printer, and I got paper cut! It was so small and no blood was coming out. However, after I was done collecting all paper, I went to punchhole and staple them. At that time, I just noticed that there was blood on the sides of the paper.. >.<"

And now, the part where it was cut, is kinda sticky.. Hmm.. Cause of dried blood.

Now, I'm off to get something to eat!

I love reading books, novels, comicbooks.. At the moment, I'm trying to finish The Second Summer of the Sisterhood. For the first part, I read it in Indo and I'd think the English version is better. But I wouldn't know since I wouldn't want to read it again..
After I finish this, I probably try to read something heavier (I've only been reading teen/chicklits!) such as Memoirs of A Geisha. Anyone has read it?

It's even better with my tea. Green tea, Jasmine tea, Milk tea, Earl Grey tea, Chinese tea, Roasted Green tea, Mango tea, Chamomile tea, Caramel tea.. basically any tea.

What more can I add? Music. According to my iTunes, I have as many as 489 songs in the library. Don't ask what they are cause I probably don't know many of them.

I'm just happy with the way I am.

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That doesn't mean I'm satisfied though! I still have a lot of stuff I want to buy in mind.

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OH NO! I have tons of homework to do too! Reading week was a waste of time. My plan's ruined haha. I'm back to school tomorrow~

Currently listening to: Jenny, Juno OST
Currently reading: Second Summer of Sisterhood
Currently watching: Love Story in Harvard
Currently feeling: inbetween